I’m fully aware of the fact that I’m not your soulmate. But maybe if you stop worrying about that, we could enjoy each other’s company.

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Maybe it’s real when it’s comfortable and honest and easy.
Maybe it’s comfortable and honest and easy because you’re leaving.
Or maybe I just still don’t know what real is because I’ve yet to encounter it.

Thank you for helping me end my birthday on such an amazing note. You’ll never really understand how much it means. This feels more honest than ever before. I can’t stand the fact that you have to leave.

I have such a problem with the idea of assorted people being allowed to hold onto remnants of me. I don’t want pieces of me scattered about and left behind. And it makes me not want to give anything to anyone, ever. Stop holding onto what you’re undeserving of.

I think I’m starting to believe a little less in the idea of monogamy with each passing day, and it’s really fucking sad.

I’m sure that one day, another person who makes me feel otherwise will come into my life, but I don’t think it’s going to be any time soon.

You can’t expect things like trust, loyalty, honesty, time, and effort from someone if you’re not going to give the same back to them. Why isn’t that a given?

Dating is chaos. And far as I can tell, not a single one of us can get it together.

People say the sweetest things until they get to know you.

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My heart.
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Do you ever just really really wanna get your shit together, but you have no fucking clue where to even begin?

Don’t give your time to anyone who makes you feel empty. Give it to those who contribute to your life; not those who take from it.

Never hold my hand or kiss my forehead unless you mean it. It disrupts all my inner workings.

Anonymous asked:
what do you want in a partner

I left this in my inbox for awhile because I didn’t have an answer. At this very moment, I think I’m just looking for someone genuine that I can lean on. Just someone to make sure I know all that I’m capable of, and who inspires me to do better. It’s been a really long time since I’ve been at my best and I could really use someone to support me until I get back there. It’s sad that even with the assortment of guys that traipse in and out of my life, that’s the only trait that not a single one can seem to adequately provide. I think when I feel that, I won’t hesitate.

Anonymous asked:
You go ten years back in time----what do you tell your younger self?

Omg, this is a good question. Send me more like this.

  • Stop worrying about what everyone else is doing. Live and let live.
  • Eject all the shitty mediocre people from your life the moment they prove to be such.
  • Stop longing for male attention. Your time will come, it’ll be impossible to decipher what’s genuine, and you’ll just be overwhelmed.
  • Be selfish and put yourself first. You’re completely useless to anyone else when your mental health isn’t on point.
  • Put 1/4 of your money into a fucking savings account and don’t touch it. You could have bought a house by now, you dumbass bitch.
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